Originally Posted by
BullDog777 
i think we share alot of the same facts. we're in our late 30's. we drank very hard, much of the same way, and we did our fair share of damage to our body and still....in the midst of all that, we have a decent life outside of the disease.
I guess that's why i get so frustrated. i see a guy who is alot like me and is struggling so much and i feel like i'm not helping you.. it's an incredibly helpless feeling.
Your story always resonates with me, too mm. I know you're a smart guy and it just kills me to see you still struggling. I'm AA-less also (and happy to be so).
You can do it. But something has to 'click' and I wish I knew what was standing in your way.
When you were sober before.. did you enjoy it?