Originally Posted by
sassyea 
I was unable to mention before that I do not have any money saved to move or to retain a lawyer to get AH to move out.
I do not know what it worse the poverty we will live in if I leave or staying because we have a roof and food.
I come from a divorced family and the hard part was seeing my mother stress over money our entire life. It was an absolute nightmare. .
I didn't notice the word "love" in your post.
I think you explained why you are staying. (see quotes)
Please think of your kids...it's far better to have one sane and happy parent than two miserable ones.
Maybe a therapist or al-anon?
good luck!