(((Construct))) - welcome to SR!!
I'm sorry you're feeling so bad, but it can be the last time you have to go through this. I don't know how much/how long you've been drinking, but seeing a dr. is always a good idea. Alcohol withdrawal can be pretty serious...even fatal.
That being said, I'm a recovering crack addict. Though there were no physical withdrawals, the mental were pretty bad. I've kept the memories of how bad I felt at the end, so I don't ever forget why I quit.
This is a great place for support and ES&H (experience, strength, and hope). We didn't get in this shape in just a few days, or even weeks. It takes time for the body to begin re-healing itself, but it does.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy