so I won't have to deal with the wreckless bartenders
If you just stay the hell out of the bars you won't have to deal with being a reckless patron... just sayin'...
I used to blame everyone and everything for my drinking. I was wrong to do so as it was MY OWN FAULT that I drank. And I didn't/couldn't quit drinking until
I decided to really quit. You don't sound like you
really want to quit, you just want someone else to blame for your troubles.
I too am glad you don't have a drivers license. At this point I don't think you deserve to be behind the wheel of a two ton weapon...
And walking six blocks to that meeting won't hurt you a bit...
walking doesn't look silly but
stumbling does...