Originally Posted by
anaconda22 
I guess I just don't want it bad enough or I'm "constitutionally incapable of being honest".
Or, more likely, you've lost the power of choice in taking a drink. The most sincere desire to stop is of absolutely no avail. Can't distinguish the true from the false. You may be suffering from a condition that only a spiritual experience can conquer.
And on and on.
quotes from aabb1st