NightOwl,
It's done and over. You got out of it that's what counts.
Now is time for yours and your kids healing.
I did it too and I became psycho also........112 lbs and psycho! I became suicidal had to go back on anti-depressants,crying in front of my son, practically neglecting him I was so obsessed with a jerk.
Now you can heal and bond with your kids without all that stress.
Ngaire