Welcome danjhoff! Sorry you are going through this. As hard as it is to hear, the people here have all been through it and have some great advice. I am just starting to spend less time with my ABF who will probably soon be my EX. We were talking about marriage. After the way the past year has gone I can't imagine being married to him.
You need to take care of yourself and ask why you want to stay in this relationship and also if you want to be married to this person.
Keep posting!
