sometimes i think i sound more positive than i feel though was chatting with a friend last nite and took offence at something they said and got in a right mood angry and very upset so went off rather suddenly cos i think i kinda expected them to be something there not its prob why i do need the counselling.
Is it a bad thing though to be the person i am i mean do i have to change me and be some sort of hard person and someone im not cos i got told that wishing someone sweet dreams was corny and sleep well was like im ordering them to have them and i saw red cos i cant change who i am and wont do i like who i am and am not gonna do that so on that rant ill leave it there