Hang in there, Toss. It really does get better. I always had a hard time about day 3 or 4. Once I started to feel more like myself after getting through the hangover/withdrawals, it's almost like I forgot that I couldn't handle it. Like I'd be able to be stronger "this time." But the cycle kept going and I'd always end up with another horrid morning swearing again I wouldn't drink that day.
The only way out is through..... And you're doing it. AND you deserve it!!