Day 3 was about the same - really drained when I went home, ate and crashed. Watched the Monday night football game and finally feel asleep.
It is starting to settle in, the brain fog is slowly lifting, the emotions thawing. I can feel the anger building in me. It is never directed at anyone, just an internalized feeling of rage. I plan to exercise to eliviate this feeling.
I know this is the best for me and I'm sure in a few weeks I will be in a better place. But right now I am ambivient about the good this change will do. I'm sure that this is a normal feeling, it has just hit me very hard today. My hectic work week is not helping.
Taking it one minute at a time.
Toss