curse-i know the feeling well-i've had the last few days from hell-and gone back to the drinking-i've got an appointment with my doc at 10 a.m and i want some sort of home detox sorting out-i'm on the verge of losing my 11yr old son because of things that have happened in the last few days-and my return to hammering the ale.
i also spoke to my shrink yesterday and am waiting for him to sort me some sort of c.p.n out-he wants to put me on librium and detox-i recently saw a mate who was on it and he was spaced out big time-he didnt know what day it was-i'm as low as i can go right now but i know i'm going to do it-and i've been hammering it for the last 25 years-but i know once i come through the other side i'll be ok-my point is-ale has become part of my diet on a daily basis-so if i can do it-because i will-i'm determined now-then you can
feel free to give me a shout when we're both online if you want-even if it's just for someone to moan at.
best of luck-you'll get there.
john.