Listening to this music, can't sleep. For the last couple days I've really missed my friends I used to hang with when I was doing drugs. I don't know why, maybe I just need something to pass the time. I had to get rid of most of them, and one of them emailed me a week ago and ever since then I've just wanted to see how everyone is doing. But I can't call them up because I don't want all that back in my life. Annoying.