Welcome, Chrissy!
What was said is true...we've all had our day 1 and were terrified of the thought of life without alcohol too.
Just as drinking has become a way of coping, relaxing, socializing and celebrating, it is possible to do all of those things without alcohol.
Try to imagine you're at the foot of a mountain. Don't look up - doing so will likely make you feel defeated before you even take the first step - that's what day 1 without alcohol was like for me.
Sometimes I had to break day 1 down into in even smaller increments (I will not drink for the next hour). Whatever it takes.
Check out other posts - I'm sure you'll identify with alot of the stories here. Post whenever you need to. Support is important; so is knowing that you're not alone.
You've got to start somewhere. This could be the day that changes your life. I'm glad you're here.