Welcome to SR Newyorkjets,
Thsi site has been an incredible help, coming here reading and posting the last 6 plus months sober. Iwas a heavy drinker also for decades. You can do this , congrats on those first 2 grueling days, ....it started getting a little better for me after 10 days , I remmber.
Hang in there for day 3 !
Supportive folks around here, ....and from all over.