he's left you no choice?
we always have choices.
and many times in life, the right choice and the hard choice are the same choice.
in life, i have discovered that the tough times, the tough choices are truly opportunities. try to flip about your perspective on this and welcome the opportunity.
the opportunity to grow, the opportunity to know yourself, the opportunity for serenity.
i do understand losing oneself in trying to save someone else. i was very confused when i arrived here. didn't feel myself at all. just kinda numb from hurting so bad for so long.
let me be witness to you that with a bit of time, hard work and honesty, things will improve for you and you will feel that fresh feeling of freedom again.
as for where to rebuild, you've made a good step posting here. keep reading, keep posting...we're here and we're listening.
welcome!
naive