I went to an awesome birthday party that ended three days of sobriety. I didn't get drunk but I got a good buzz. I am now on day 5 since that party. I am lying to myself that I can be just a social drinker...but I need to try.
Which takes me to closure. I want to thank everyone for her support. I am powerless over alcohol but I need to test that theory--which means I don't belong here. Thanks again, and hopefully I never need to come back.