Today is day 7 for me. I'm so scared I'm going to fail at this again it's all I think about, is staying sober constantly,I don't know if it's normal or even good to think about nothing else but guilt ,shame is so built up. I get anxiety attacks still not as bad as the 1st couple of days.Now I get the taste of beer(without actually drinking or being around it) and have to run and drink alot of water I've never had that happen before. I've went to 3 meetings ,church &I have another meeting tonight.I'm still reading the AA book and 12 &12. In meetings I don't say everything that is on my mind I'm a shy person except when I am drinking.I have tried many times to quit so at least I know many triggers.