Hi Wren-
Reading this post from top down put a big smile on my face.
It's not easy, but it is simple. I'm currently working on step 9 and most of the steps TERRIFIED me too, but you only need to take them one step at a time.
No need to worry about what's next, just have faith that this exact process has helped millions of alcoholics get and remain sober. We do recover and you my friend are about to be living proof of that exact fact!
...and enjoy the process as much as possible. Laugh at yourself. I had too or else I would have cried a lot more than I did
