Welcome back.....
It's always a good idea to have an honest talk with your doctor
when you are heading into your de toxing.
You might need medical assistance this time.
No need to post your horrific embarrassing drunken experiences
Most of us have had our own......
Why not begin a paper and pen journal instead?
I did that for about 5 years helped me immensley.
I could look back easily to see what progress I made.
My first AA home group still meets in Georgetown
7 mornings a week......if you go back to AA
check out "Attitude and Actions"
Blessings to you and your wife