by the time i got home he was running off another friend/family member that is no good. i try not get upset but these people remind me of the crap he was putting me through before rehab. and he told them to leave cause i was on way home now does that mean he still does not want to say it was his chioce he went to rehab and allow everyone think it's all me? i was very happy to go to my first support group but for him he thinks i shouldn't. i went with him to AA i'm trying to be detached but it's hard... i still need work on that part. but when my house key reappeared on my porch yesterday it makes me very mad. i'm glad i had put a pad lock on my door when it came up missing.
and today it's do you love me? are you going stay my wife? why these questions? these question scare me and put doubt in my mind he will stay sober. i don't want to think that i want to stay positive in all this. he has worn me out but i love him and it's not just love it's i'm in love with him.