outtolunch I appreciate ur insight. I do love myself. Perhaps therapy is a great idea to vent and continue to explore myself.
I'm well aware that taking it makes ne difference. Really.
I am myself where ever I go. Yes. I am me whether or not anyone decides to change. I recognize this...very well. I don't feel there is any DRAMA about what to do wit h it. LOL. I am simply asking what to do with it simply because I don't want to say, get caught with it and get arrested.
I have considered that maybe I am running, but I sure as hell am not hiding, thank you very much.