Me Too!
Day 5 here, too! Be kind to yourself. This is painful and it is depressing. People here care about how you do. Remember, we're just 'babies' compared to those who have months and months, or years and years of sobriety. It's great that you are reaching out and sharing...isn't that what 'keep coming back' means?
One moment, one minute, one hour at a time. We can do it!