This really hits home for me. AH and I are recently separated and probably starting the process of divorce. My feelings are ranging from relief and hopes for a future without him, to intense sorrow because I'm mourning the marriage we should have had and the fact that I meant every word of my wedding vows and would stayed by his side until the day I died before his awful disease took over and caused him to break his vows to me.
Tonight I was over my sister's house trying to stay busy and keep myself from being isolated. I happened to look over her doorway and she has a cute little sign hung on the wall. It says, "Forever and always, no matter what." What a punch to the gut that was...