On your way to making big, lasting changes...you have to first start with making the small, seemingly insignificant ones first.
I speak from experience, because this is exactly what I did in order to get my life back from my XABF. I didn't wake up one morning and decide that I needed to end our relationship, move away and change my cel phone number.
No, I slowly came to making these big changes by doing the very same things you did last night. Each little step, each little victory gave me confidence to work harder, to do more.
Keep it up! You are so worth the effort!