nonsensical guilt?
here is a perfect example of how i have been lately.
even with her chosing to use and all, when we meet she's usually a bit perky, like happy to see me and asks about my day etc.
i had little excitement in my voice when i answered.
now I feel guilty. i think, at least she is trying to be nice to me and i basically shoot her down. almost passive-aggresively. i hate that. i feel so bad about the that kind of stuff. it makes me feel like i hurt someone when they were down.
has anyone else ever felt like that?