nerdgirl
That doubt is always there for me too. Did I do the right thing? Should I do ____? What if _______?
I have to really work at keeping those doubts from tugging me into despair.
I'll say a prayer for your BIL and SIL's recovery but I'll also mention you in that prayer to ask HP to wipe your doubts away and help you stay in that serene place.
gentle hugs