irish eyes, hugs and well wishes to you, me and my wife drunk every night,for yrs, we had a 2 yr old, 3 and a bit now, we managed still to love and care for our little one even when we drunk, not reccomended of course, Fandy it happens, you were a one time every night drinker yourself, do you think having a really young one would have stopped your selfish addiction? its difficult..but it happens.