Getting a Grip
Today I worked hard on getting a grip about some things in the past. I felt terrible a couple weeks ago, my thoughts were. Man back in college I could get off school party have some cold ones, my buddies, the tunes it was awesome. I either needed to reconize those days weren't coming back or something else and let it go. I was thinking back today, those days weren't great, there was a reason I was drank heavy back then. The time weren't great back then. So today I am working on letting the idea that Oh man that was so awesome, it wasn't that awesome. I just love to lie to myself all the ime. I have hope that I will deal with lies that come into my brain from now on and don't let them hurt me.