i guess this is all a process. i have chosen that through love and support maybe i could help. it is only through experience that i am learning in this case i cannot. but, i also could not have lived with myself if i didnt try. now that she has chosen to go back out there, i am beginning to detach. it will still take some work, but i will get there. i am coming to terms with what she is chosing her life to be- drugs and selling herself. i see it for what it is. i can only hope and pray that she will tire of it soon. i still do not know how to set the boundary that i will only see her when she decides to get clean. but i guess i will tire of this and be able to make that stand one day.
i understand how crazy it is to not just run from a gf who is doing this.
it is so difficult to let go