Originally Posted by
meditation 
That was one reason I fell into drugs so easily..... it numbed me emotionally to fear and anxiety.
That's the main reason I didn't take any narcotics yesterday, though I have a whole bottle of them. I realized my emotional stress was becoming greater than the physical pain, and thankfully I could hear all you RA's in my head. You all take up space in my head and I'm so glad
Originally Posted by
CatsPajamas Isn't it cool how our HP can give us some unique insight into another person's situation or a different way?
My moment of clarity was like a thunderbolt from above! The 3 C's came to me so fast, and so did the other one about contributing. No one realized how detrimental they were to my well being.
The anti-inflammatory worked wonders and the pain is gone, though my arm is still locked up. I want to recover, I'm going for treatment today, and I know it's going to take time that I can't and won't share with others. It has to be that way or I won't heal.
Thank you SR!
