thank you everyone tonight will be my first meeting I just hope it is not entirely court ordered people but people that want help. the group i found focuses on people my age and offers all sorts of non aa class sober activities in addition to meetings. the lady on the phone also said they offer sponsors. the biggest worry I have is that this proccess will make me think about drinking even more, but i am willing to do anything to break this repetitive cycle. all i know is that it cant hurt.