Originally Posted by
steve1840 
If her being clean meant that we would not be together ever again, i would accept that. this is as sincere as i can be. i dont want ot see anyone suffering, let alone her.
Here's your chance to accept that. She's not clean with you so there's only one other way towards her getting clean, and it's without you. You won't have to watch her suffer her choices and suffer with her, too.
I know that sounds rough and it is. It's the same realization I came to with my daughter. If her living a better life meant it had to be without me, then I had to love her enough to set her free.