dolly-
that is exactly how i felt this morning. i did not try to change her mind. i merely said, i understand tihs is your choice. i did not try to change anything. she is 30. she smoked pot for ten years, then startedwith this stuff about 2 years ago, but totally lost control around last may. i have known her 4-5 years, but this is the FIRST time she admitted that she has been on something for ten years. she would never admit that pot was an issue for her. maybe going back on the streets after a reprive will help her reach bottom faster. and yes, the fear is she never will. i am all to aware that that is a possibility.
suki-
i am aware now of choices, that she has made the choices. i was scared when she wanted to use yesterday. all isaid was, this is your choice. she said- i know.