Hey milwaukee, many people have been exactly where you are not and have found a way out. Coming here is a good start anyway. You will find a lot of people, just like you, who are caring and helpful.
There are a few different support groups out there where you can find help and make new friends. For myself, I found A.A. Have not only a very good support group but have a lot of new friends who I like to be around. Not just at meetings either.
Good luck on staying sober. Keep coming.
Harry