dolly-
you are right about the prolonging of recovery. i fully understand i need to step aside.
thank you for the concern. i have a nice full life, however things have become out of whack lately. obsessed? i don't know. how is it out of whack to get like this when you lose somebody to this, or to care deeply about somebody? (i ask with sincerety) doesn't everyone go through a hard time lossing someone to this? what can i say, i love her and only 5 hours ago, she chose to take to the streets again. i need time to process and deal. and heal! but i will take all the steps i need to to get there.