What the hell am I doing???
I'm posting here rather than the introductions forum because I've been here before. And been here, and been here and... Once again, I sit feeling like a loser. I need to get focused and find the solution. I've been to two rehabs in the past ten years, one seven days, one twenty eight days. A halfway house, sober living. I know that people can work. I was sober in AA for over three years and I screwed that up as well. My God when will I get this!?! Sorry, just ranting. I seem to go a couple of weeks sober (Well, not drinking) and get frustrated with myself and lack of focus. I am truly happy not drinking, but I just seem to snap after a couple of weeks. What did you do to overcome the fear??? I just needed to post somthing, thanks for being there.