Originally Posted by
lostfrmbetrayal 
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Thank you for everything you have said Sukie.. I understand that my indecisiveness can be VERY aggrivating... as if I were a friend of someone going thru this and I was outside looking in - I would get VERY angry if she was even thinking of speaking with this man again.
I get it. I think I get it all. At this point I guess it's a matter of being strong enough to fight his CONSTANT CONVINCING... that alll sounds so good to be true.
Thank you again for all the time you've spent here.
Meh, go easy on yourself. You're still in shock, this is so fresh and it's easy for those who are not emotionally involved to tell you how you should be acting at this point in time,
You will very likely sit on the fence for a while, so just be gentle with yourself,