Hey DV,
Its mid day Saturday, and I just wanted to reach out and say hi, and that I hope you are making it through this situation ok. I was thinking, and regardless of what comes of your relationship after this weekend, so be it. Only you and S. can decide that. But what you have to focus on right now, is RIGHT NOW. I hope you are taking it minute by minute, and playing the tape til the end. Hang in there my friend.