Thread: I'm so lost...
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Old 09-11-2010, 07:32 AM
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lostfrmbetrayal
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May I say please.. that I am MOST THANKFULL that all of you actually took the time to read my story! I am AMAZED that you all took time out of your day to read this and reply... so, so very grateful.

There must be something wrong with me if I was expecting... or should I say HOPING that I would get a different kind of reply.

I was hoping maybe that someone would have been able educate me more about alcoholism and that someone, if not all would say to me:

"as long as he gets help -he will and you guys will be ok"

That's not the case -is it?

He tells me -just this morning, via text message -EXACTLY:

"It is so funny Lisa that it seems everytime you tell the story everyone tells you to RUN - but when I tell the story people say "what a blessing that we are trying to work through it"

How can that be? Our stories MATCH.. i know they do. Other than his feelings and mine.. our stories match....So how can this be true?

His sponsor is telling us "we should be living together to work thru this" and that as long as he begins his steps again... everything is going to be ok.

How come we are told 2 different things?

SO SCARED AND CONFUSED.
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