Day 39 and woke up happy! I finally went to a Doctor yesterday…first time in 6 years. The nurse said if I drank water it would spurt out all of the holes they put in me. I’ll get test results next week and there are more doctors on the calendar, but I want to strongly encourage all of you doctor scardy cats to just make the appointment! I don't know what next week's results will be, but it was good to hear that my current night sweats are actually part of being 50 rather than a continued lack of Cabernet! I brought a good book with me so that the wait was bearable. And with all the different tests they ran, there was alot of wait time.
I never wanted to go to the doctor while I was drinking, because I didn’t want to admit how much I was drinking. That’s a bad cycle.
Today is a good day…
