now I am feeling things...
I haven't been drunk for 11 days (though I did have 2 drinks on Thursday) I find that I feel depressed...which isn't I guess uncommon for me. I think that may be why I really drank in the first place. So now I have to decide or figure out how to start being happy again..I have always wanted to do work in a service field, originally wanted to like so many others here, lol, to be a psychologist! I have thought about doing some volunteer work on the side while I am looking for a part time job.
My kids go back to school on Wednesday. I have on with special needs which has always kept me busy, and anxious...But I feel like I need a new perspective, a new focus in my life. I have started to meditat again and I read allot. May I ask if any of you felt very down and anxious in general after quiting drinking??? I mean not anxious becuase I crave a drink but just like I don't know what to do with myself.
Thank you all, I love the people here, they are so kind and supportive!