Here we go again... I'm really really trying not to get stressed out so I'm letting out the frustration here. I did the right things today. Stayed up all day, walked, tried to keep the brain and body active. Thought I was getting tired about 730 but I guess I wasn't. Thought again about 10. Here I am. Trying not to be very active. Keeping house dark and cool. Took another shower. Not basking in the drama believe me... no drama is good drama to me... but geez louise! I'm going to keep hoping that I can find that one television show that is boring as hell! My bedroom is where I am getting my 20 minutes of sleep at when it comes but laying down that long without sleeping is killing my back so I have to get up when I don't think it's coming. I gotta keep believing that my body will crash when it needs to. Right? I did this once. I can do it again. Then NEVER again. Night 5... coming onto day 6.