Originally Posted by
wicked 
I love you.......don't leave me.
I love you........please see me.
I love you........please love me.
Damn.
In my case, it's
I hate you... don't leave me.
This whole abandonment and opening wounds has really put things into perspective for me.
I never even liked the abusive, lying addict. I was never happy with him, and always comparing him to my ex. I'm slightly confused - because, I do feel love at the same time. I just never liked
HIM.. for who
HE was.
I believe I am so devastated from the end of this relationship - because of the way my ex before him left me. I had moved out of state to be with him... and after a year, he simply said,
"I don't love you anymore" and that was IT. No explanation, nothing. I was moved out and didn't hear one word for MONTHS. I never fully healed from the trauma... Ending things with 'B' just brought back the same pain I had when prior ex left me...
I never really considered that until this book. Now, it's finding a way to heal that presents the issue.