Thanks for that Lexie - it's great when you realise that there are others out there going through exactly that - I was going through the poor me's - thinking that I should learn from all experiences in my life and why should my higher power beat me when I am so low anyway - but hopefully the fog will clear - sending you good wishes
Josette - how right you are in that not having hangovers is great - i can remember hauling myself in feeling like crap and the worst thing is watching my sons go through the same