YG, that is an intersting comment and I reallly like it. It is none of my bussiness what people think of me or my life. Lately, or atleast since getting truly sober and having a son. A lot of issues surfaced I never really dealt with before. I was feeling very raw and emotional. This piece of advice I think will really be the icing on the cake for me. Moving forward is a very exciting experience for me because I have lived in such painful places in my mind. I think thinking in this fresh new way can maybe completely set me FREE!!!!