Originally Posted by
TheEnd 
Afraid, what is going to happen, going to drink some more, I don't know what else to do at this point
Well, that's probably the exact wrong answer, but you know that.
Regardless of whether there will be legal implications or not, getting recovered from alcoholism is probably the first best thing to do. Reach out!! You can call the AA hotline, my guess is that you'll soon find others you can talk to face to face who have been right where you are now....
If AA is not something you want to do, and you are really at a loss and really facing some big time consequences, rehab isn't a bad way to go!
Mark