Hi Harry! I'm new to recovery and can feel what you are saying. I find myself stopping before i go out of the house and think " wait do I have drop? (thats what we called our pills.) For me this past week has been a test to just perform normal daily functions. I cannot recall at time in my life since I was 14 that i was'nt on something or another. I'm looking at it as a brand new experience and it excites me, as well as terrifies me.
I was glad to have read your post Harry. For me to know that you feel the same really helps me to feel like I'm a part of something big here. I dont have any great tips cuz I don't know myself yet but hopefully next month at this time we will be here saying "it's been over a month!"