So its been 5 days since my last drink and horrific embarasment of that last night. Surprisingly, i'm actually feeling good. I had a big chat to my b.f and hes giving me one last chance. He took my engagement ring off me until i can prove to him he can trust me again. I thought it was bit OTT but who am I to argue, im just thankful i guess. The week coming up is what im worried about, i havent been one week without alcohol for over 8 years or so. My son is my biggest drive right now. I'm doing ok for now.
