i hope you sleep tonight suzie.
welcome to sr.i have a day off work tmmrw so i will look out for you on the boards!
i am in scotland but im a yorkshire lass so our times will be the same
there is a solution to your dilemma.
i felt like the biggest piece of cr£p for some of the things i had done whilst in my cups,family embarrasments being one of them.
making amends and gaining trust is a long process but not impossible.
there is good news in recovery and a life infinately better the the h£ll you are experiencing just now.it wasnt that long ago that my life sounded not too far removed from yours but it has been completely turned around.
i look forward to talking to you and welcome again.SR is a fabulous tool in recovery.
today can be the first day of the rest of your life.