Hi Suzie and welcome! I hope you feel better in the morning. Getting through the first couple days is the hardest, so hang in there. If this experience served as a wake-up call, it just might end up being the best thing that's happened to you. I know it's hard right now, but try to focus on you and your sobriety and give yourself a big hug for deciding you don't want to live this way anymore.
I know you'll find a lot of understanding and support here, so keep posting/reading. You're worthy of love and a good life........
